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I will never tell you, i miss you.

i was looking desperately into my phone wondering at any time you drop a message or call.

i always want you to be around.

Effortlessly, making efforts when you are not making or not even thinking about me.

you made me special,

you tell me how to love myself when i am doubting my existence,

you created magic in those moments which i never thought i could ever live.

But what went wrong that you just disappeared.?

     i never had a chance to tell you that i am genuinely sorry for making you embarrassed.

i never had a chance to tell you that i never want to hurt you.

i never had a chance to tell you that you always created a spark in me.

i never had a chance to tell you that what i felt when  you left without telling me.

i never had a chance to tell you that i actually feel sorry ,every time i said.

i never had a chance to tell you that you the only thing which i never want to lose.

i never had a chance to tell you that i miss your smile, your eyes,your baby face,your smell.

i never had a chance to tell you ..

                        yes, I MISS YOU.

i miss you when you left me.

i miss you when i don’t know why you keep buzzing into my head.

i miss you when you never called me.

i miss you when you abruptly cut me off from your life.

i miss you when we both stop making efforts.

i miss you when you misunderstood me, every time.

i miss you when i am pretending not to miss you.. but i do miss you.

i miss you that i never tell you..

I MISS YOU.

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“but for you”

why are you so tuff on me,

i am stronger but not for you.

why are you so rude on me,

i don’t care but not for you.

why are you so hard on me,

i move on but not for you.

why are you so unfaithful on me,

i live in dark but not for you.

why are you so unthinkable on me,

i don’t think on anything but not for you.

why are you so far of me,

i cannot be a keeper but not for you.

why are you so judgemental on me,

i don’t have longevity but not for you.

why are you so influencive,

i don’t live for people but for you.

but for you…